Caustic Love

If only I hadn’t let the hunches in my heart dictate the course of my life to you. I took your caustic love for healing and sacrificed my essence for you – only to wish now that I could have me back and let you go once and for all.

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Lusting

Yes I confess! I brazenly nuzzle against your silhouette in my head when my hunger for you screams in lust!

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YES and NO

HAVE YOU?

1. Googled yourself?
Definitely Yes

2. Googled your neighbor?
Heck No!

3. Used Google maps to spy on someone?
Lol. NO!

4. Spied on someone via Facebook?
Just on Pictures YES!

5. Friended someone on Facebook that you don't know?
YES

6. Tweeted gossip?
NO

7. Followed a celeb on Twitter?
YES

8. Kissed any one of your Facebook friends?
NO

9. Regretted an online relationship?
YES

10. Dumped someone online?
NO

11. Played a prank on someone online?
NO

12. Spied on a High School bully online?
NO

13. Written a nasty email?
YES

14. Sent something X-rated via email?
NO

15. Searched your state's/locality's database for predators?
NO

16. Done an online search on someone's traffic offenses?
NO

17. Ordered dinner online?
YES

18. Purchased something over $250 online?
NO

19. Left an anonymous comment?
NO

20. Checked out someone else's email (as in spy on your s.o.)?
NO

The Eight Tens Meme

TEN TO START.

1. Are you single? YES

2. Are you happy? NO

3. Are you bored? YES

4. Are you naked? NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS

5. Are you a blonde? NO

6. Are you moody? YES YES

7. Are you a lover/hater? Lover YES

8. Are you hot/cold? HOT and COLD Both

9. Are you Irish? NO

10. Are you Asian? YES

TEN FACTS.

1. Name: Americanising Desi

2. Nicknames: AD

3. Birth mark: NONE

4. Hair color: DARK BROWN

5. Natural hair color: DARK BROWN

6. Eye color: DARK BROWN

7. Height: 5'4''

8. Facebook Mood: SO -S)

9. Favorite color: BLUE

10. One Place to Visit: L.A. USA

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight? YES

2. Do you believe in soul mates? YES

4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? YES

5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? YES

6. Have you ever been cheated on? NO

7. Have you ever liked someone and not told them? YES

8. Are you afraid of commitment? NO

9. Who was the last person you hugged? NO RECALL

10. Who was the last person you kissed? NONE OF MY MEMORY'S BUSINESS

TEN THIS OR THAT.

1. Love or lust? LOVE

3. Cats or dogs? CATS

4. A few best friends or many regular friends? FEW BFs

5. Television or internet? 60 - 40 ratio

6. Chinese Or Indian? Chinese

7. Wild night out or romantic night in? ROMANTIC Night In

8. Money or Happiness? 50-50

9. Night or day? Night

10. MSN or phone? NONEEEE

TEN HAVE YOU EVER.

1. Been caught sneaking out? NO

2. Been skinny dipping? NO

3. Stolen? YES

4. Bungee jumped? NO

5. Lied to someone you liked? YES

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker? NO

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back? NO

9. Cried because you lost a pet? NO

10. Wanted to disappear? YES

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER.

1. Smile or eyes? EYES

2. Light or dark hair? DARK HAIR

3. Hugs or kisses? BOTH BOTH

4. Shorter or taller? TALLER

5. Intelligence or attraction? BOTH BOTH

6. Romantic or spontaneous? BOTH

7. Funny or serious? BOTH

8. Older or Younger? OLDER

9. Outgoing or quiet? CAN I PLEASE NOT HAVE AN EXTREMIST!

10. Sweet or Bad Ass? SWEET and SOUR not BAD

TEN HAVE YOU’S.

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd? YES

2. Ever done drugs? NO

3. Ever been pregnant? NO

5. Ever been on a cheer leading team? NO

6. Ever Been on a dance team? YES

7. Ever been on a sports team? YES

8. Ever been in a drama play/production? YES

9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? NO

10. Ever been in a rap video? NO

TEN LASTS.

1. Last phone call you made: MOM and GRANDMA

2. Last person you hung out with: My BEAUTICIAN

4. Last time you worked: FRIDAY

5. Last person you tackled: NONE

6. Last person you IM’d: NO RECALL

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with: NONE

9. Last thing you missed: MY FAVOURITE DRAMA

10. Last thing you ate: Mashed Potatoes

I m sinking

You make me weary with all this waiting.
My pulse is at random freaking and fluctuating.
For how long will you shard my emotions and rape me off my believing?

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The Something Meme

- Name something you do every day
Bathe

- Name something someone else calls you
Jaan (Darling)

- Name something that irritates the heck out of you online
Random people adding on social networks

- Name something that bugs the stuff out of you at a restaurant
Loud talking and Blabber Mouths

- Name something you cannot tolerate at a store
Crashing carts and falling boxes

- Name something you’d like to call your co-worker
Ass! and Jack-ass!

- Name something that you hate about someone close to you
Doesn’t let me have my say at any time – always makes me look bad

- Name something you don’t like about your sibling
Too much of an arrogant attitude

- Name something you like about yourself
Indifferent about other people and their doings

- Name something you would rather be doing right now
Going out there to work out a plan for my business

- Name something that you’ll be doing next week at this time
Monday Mourning

Sunday Stealing: Judd's Merged Meme

1. What were doing 10 years ago?
I was trying to fit in at a "ALL GIRLS COLLEGE"

2. Five snacks that you enjoy in a perfect, non weight-gaining world
The K-Special Bars - Vegetable Soup - Grilled chicken - Boiled Vegetables - Mashed Potatoes

3. Five things you would do if you were a billionaire:
-I would go shopping anytime and buy anything I wanted
-Give charity more than I can give now
-Get a few poor and needy girls married
-Visit places I now only admire in pictures
-Buy and marry anyone I want

4. Three of your habits:
-I get worked up really easily
-I like my privacy and love to keep my room door closed
-I get irritated when someone is in my space without asking me

5. Five jobs that you've have had:
-I was an assistant librarian
-I was assistant to an Insurance agent
-I did baby sitting for a while
-Fashion Designer for my self business
-Creative Copy Writer

6. Five places that you've lived:
-I have just lived in Karachi, Pakistan and L.A., USA

7. Five things that you did yesterday:
-I went out to get lace for my clothes
-Did a little shopping for clothes
-Bought grocery
-Ordered Pizza for Dinner
-And watched a comedy movie with dinner

8. Five people you would want to get to know more about:
-I wish I was that inquisitive, those I want to know are willing enough to open themselves to me, which doesn't leave my wanting lingering.

9. Abortion: for or against it?
AGAINST IT!

10. Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
huh! You think the world could just have ONE FEMALE preside over every country? I don't think so!

11. Do you believe in the death penalty?
Yes I do!

12. Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
NOOOOOOOOO!

13. Are you for or against premarital sex?
It really is wrong if you go around sleeping with anyone and everyone!

14. Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
YUKH! no!

15. Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
It is wrong just like it is wrong that so many darn Afghanis are moving into Pakistan.

16. Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
Alcohol is just a NO NO!

17. Should the war in Iraq be called off?
About TIME!

18. Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
huh! NO!

19. Do you believe in spanking your children?
NEVER! though I have been spanked a little when I was a kid

20. Do you worry that others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! DUNNO! DUN CARE!

Veil me

If I could only modify the behavior of love towards me . I wish it were as obedient as my heart and as dedicated as my soul. I wish it could veil me from the eyes of the rest of the world, just so no one falls in love with me because I love one and he isn't with me right – please pray all!

Three Word Wednesday

Another Meme About Me

1. Are you currently in a serious relationship?
NOOOOO!

2. What was your dream growing up?
Become a Doctor

3. What talent do you wish you had?
The talent of manipulating people

4. If I bought you a drink, what would it be?
It could be strawberry slush!

5. What was the last book you read?
Girls of Riyadh

6. What zodiac sign are you?
Libra

7. Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
Just piercing on my ears and one on my nose

8. Worst habit?
When I am nervous I go insane

9. What is your favorite sport?
Sleeping

10. Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
Both as the time requires

11. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Why I escaped for three days away from home!

12. Tell me one weird fact about you.
I like to go outside the limit line and do things sometimes

13. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
ewww never liked them

14. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
I'd change my hair from wavy to straight!

15. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
Conscience!

16. Ever been arrested?
Noooo!

17. If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
Oh trust me first I will go shopping because I am so deprived with the pay I get!

18. What's your favorite place to hang out at?
Home Sweet Home

19. Do you believe in ghosts?
Noooo

20. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Read and Write

21. Do you swear a lot?
Never!

22. Biggest pet peeve?
Body Odor and Burping in public

23. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Anticipating

24. Do you believe/appreciate romance?
LOVE ROMANCE!

25. Do you believe in God?
ALWAYS and FOREVER

Your Smiling Face

1. No matter what's going on in your life, what always makes you smile?
A thought of him, even if I have to steal a moment!

2. What's the biggest lie you've ever told?
That I have never lied!

3. Do you hold a grudge?
Sometimes I think I do against myself. Other times I am thinking if I do.

4. What is the worst job you've ever had?
The job of a 39 day wife aka house cleaner.

5. What would be your dream job?
To be a housewife to a man who knows I am his equal.

6. What is the happiest event you've experienced?
My convocation!

7. What is the saddest thing you've experienced?
Breakup with my best friend.

8. Do you tend to exaggerate or underestimate?
Sometimes. I think I am human enough.

9. List the cars that you have owned. Give us just a few words about each one.
None I have owned personally. It always has been DAD's car!

Two Worlds

There are two types of worlds within the sphere we keep moving in. One is the real world where everything is practically in pieces and the other one we turn to when disappointments pile up making living frail and essentially not as sacred as our ancestors promised and preached it to be.

It does amaze me how quickly we jump from world to world just to keep going in life. We evolve and revolve and make a bunch of things happen from minute to minute.

Three Word Wednesday