Afterlife

A gain and again
F ather let me examine
T he tales of goodness
E ternal abode license
R ebelled I did
L ied the forbid
I wish I'd listened
F ather I am condemned
E ternal abode for me is torment

for Acrostic Only
Prompt 10 – Spirituality: AFTERLIFE


P ushing her way through
R unning after curfew
E very one eyed her
T horns and roses complied her
T o every woman she was envy
Y earning men found it funny

W oman of stature and grace
O thers wished to praise her race
M an only knew the want
A nd all she did was flaunt
N ever-ending she pledged to haunt

Prompt 12 – Movie Title: PRETTY WOMAN

Toys broke then, Hearts break now

It was a sweet melody when we were young and naïve,
Our old toys broke and instantly replaced with new toys.

The older we grew the harder the game became,
There was no replacement there was no exchange.

When young we heartlessly broke our dolls and toys,
As we grow older we callously break hearts of girls and boys.

Once upon a time there was no guilt but a lot of gain
Now when it breaks there is instant hurt and a lot of pain.

It was a sweet melody when we were young and naïve,
Our toys broke then, our hearts break now
It did not bleed then, now it does how?

Prompt for SUNDAY SCRIBBLINGS

Mind Fart #25

If you have time to whine and complain about something then you have the time to do something about it.

3WW CXLIII: Love me forever?

I love you and it aint a Fickle?
See the Sparkle in my eye Twinkle
Will you hold my hand until after Wrinkle?

The Fear

prompt for Carry On Tuesday

A lantern light from deeper in the barn
Shone on a man and woman in the door
They held hands together appearing darn
Blood spread behind them on the floor
They had rid themselves of their only treasure
Their sins hidden forever from sights of measure

Finish Sentence Meme

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss... is yet to come from the man who ll be the first in everything for me.

2. I am listening to... the sounds of the birds chirping outside my window.

3. I talk... to myself to ease the confusion in my head

4. I love... him, who hasn't come forth and made me a wife, he is already my husband.

5. My best friend/s... think I have a big screw missing in my upper chamber.

6. My first real kiss... will be coming shortly.

7. Love is... when we have nothing to say and they understand.

8. Marriage is... permanent.

9. Somewhere, someone is thinking... about me by his side, just that the time aint right.

10. I'll always... remember the basics taught of being human.

11. The last time I really cried was because... my sister said something which I cannot repeat.

12. My cell phone... is a brand new Nokia E63. Got it this Friday.

13. When I wake up in the morning... the first thing I do is pray.

14. Before I go to bed... I say a silent prayer and imagine to sleep in his arms.

15. Right now I am thinking about... him, why should I tell you who **wink I think I already have.

16. Babies are... the my biggest WANT after a husband.

17. I get on Myspace... Never!

18. Today I... wanted to have an 'expresso' breakfast, but seems like it won't be possible.

19. Tomorrow I will be... back at work, mourning monday.

20. I really want to be... GET MARRIED [how repetitive of me]

Factually Friday!

Do you love yourself more than the person your with?
I love myself unconditionally, I am looking to share that love with someone, but not anyone.

Is there someone who when they call you drop what your doing to see them?
I had that sorta someone, not anymore. Life teaches you that no one but you deserve most of the attention.

What's your favorite song right now?
Don’t Say You Love Me [the Corrs]

Is it your favorite song because it reminds you of someone?
Yes, No, Maybe!

Tell us your favorite lyric of that song.
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

Do you believe in marriage?
More than any other relationship

What's your favorite kind of music?
Pop, rock, classic

Do you ever hear a song and think it was written to explain your situation?
A whole bunch of times and then I sing along

Do you have kids, what are their names, or what will their names be?
I don’t have any now. But when I do, I want two boys and one princess. My princess will be the middle one. My eldest son will be Sami and the youngest Arash. My daughter, I am thinking of her name.

Where is your favorite place to vacation?
Yet to decide that.

Have you ever dated someone who was married?
Lol. Why would I do that?

Do you feel like you’re the one who gives the most in your relationship?
I am not in one.

Do you go to school, if so where, and what are you studying?
Done and over with.

What do you think serenity means?
When my brain and my heart match on a decision that is serenity.

Do you often think you would be better off alone?
NEVER!

Is there someone in your life you know you couldn't live without?
I am waiting for him.

What do you do when you’re bored?
Write a blog.

Is there someone that you think about more that 10 times a day?
My husband to be.

What's your favorite kind of shampoo?
Fruity scents.

Favorite bodywash?
Something that is fresh and bold.

What kind of perfume do you wear?
Hugo Boss Femme [now you decide]

Do you like your hair? What color and style is it?
I do sometimes, but I wish I had straight hair. I have to keep them tied most of the time.

If you could tell someone something right now what would it be?
I LOVE YOU!

Who would you tell that to?
Can you not ask me to leak everything?

Do you think you will be successful if what you want to do with your life?
I will get there one day.

What’s something that keeps you going when you feel like you’re falling apart?
My hope and faith!

Do you have a close relationship with your parents?
Somewhat if not entirely.

About how long does it take you to get ready in the mornings?
Half an hour

How long have you lived where you live now?
All my life almost.

If you were granted one wish what would you ask for?
Can I have my husband please.

If you want something bad enough do you believe it will happen?
It will happen if it is good enough to be bad.

How often do you get what you want?
Never counted.

Do you like name brand things?
Depends on the class.

What do you put on when you want to feel beautiful?
A color that suits me.

What are your favorite kind of shoes?
stilettos

Do you get compliments alot?
Yes I do.

Do you believe in yourself, do other people believe in you?
Yes they believe in me more than I do in myself.

What did you want to be when you were a child?
A doctor.

What do you want to be now?
I already am a fashion designer and an advertising junkie.

Is there something that means more to you than anything in the world?
My life that will be in some years.

Mind Fart #24

Marriages may be made in heaven, but man is responsible for the maintenance work.

3WW: wicked wednesday!

You looked at me with your Arresting gaze

Rhythmic my heart beats become as you progress
Together honey, we’ll be Wicked versus iniquitous

Mind Fart #23

I plead contemporary insanity.

Sunday Stealing: The Blue Rene Meme

prompt by Sunday Stealing

1. What thing is nearest to you?
A. My conscience

2. What is your ringtone ?
A. Breathless - The Corrs

3. What was the last message in your inbox ?
A. Absar's email

4. Who is your best friend ?
A. You mean was... none at present but many friends.

5. What is the brand of your TV?
A. LG [Life's Good]

6. What schools did you attend?
A. A Convent School [Cambridge]

7. Do you own a MP4?
A. Nopes

8. What song are you listening to now?
A. Love Story- Taylor Swift

9. Did you kiss anybody in the past 2 days ?
A. My cuddly little stuff toy doggy

10. Have you ever kissed someone you met in the blogosphere?
A. Haha NOT REALLY! Maybe Virtually Only :P

11. What would you want to call if you weren't your current name ?
A. Evana

12. Would you be happy if you had everything?
A. Nope. Too much of a perfect life is a monotone life.

13. Are you always thinking of someone special?
A. YES! My future husband [whoever he is, wherever he is]

14. Tell us of your most desperate dream?
A. To live my last in his arms, only his arms.

15. When did you last laugh till you cried?
A. Friday at work.

16. If you had a crush, would you tell them you love him/her now ?

A. No. I could but then I got to see if it disturbs my friendship with them, if it does then I wouldn't leak anything.

17. If you could be anywhere in the world now, where would you want to be ?
A. LOS ANGELES, California

18. When was your heart last broken?
A. It hasn't been broken, it has been caged from any sort of exposure.

19. Whose birthday(s) is/are coming up?
A. A friend from University.

20. How many email accounts do you have?
A. Two actually.

3 Word Wednesday: CXLI

Nothing is as Dangerous as a Keepsake Friend, who withers away with the weather and leaves you Restless in the midst of your internal chaos and commotion.

prompt by 3 word wednesday

Mind Fart #22

Passion arduously lusting into craze

Lovely candles delightfully iridescent

Thirst soaring densely ravenous

Rose Day

Say it with roses :)

Yes I love you!

Mind Fart #21

Clarification for a misconception: Innocence is not synonymous with stupidity.

Mind fart #20

See no evil, hear no evil, date no evil.

Saturday 9: It's My Party

1. Do you prefer to host or be a guest at a party?

Both. A host when it is my turn to serve and a guest when I need some serving.

2. Would you rather go to a large party or a small dinner party?

A small dinner part is my place to be at.

3. What is you worst flaw?

I tend to be involved in a number of situations with people and sometimes my affection and friendship is misunderstood as something quite different. Sometimes I just like to be a friend.

4. What is you best character trait?

Clear mind [honesty] and drive for balance in all things [consistency]

5. What habit in others annoys you?

The pity and the lack of understanding my words.

6. What qualities in others do you admire?

Magnetic and charming conversationalists attract me the most.

7. If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?

That could be infusing much more honesty than there already is. I'd not change it but have an add-on.

8. Do you tend to be shy with strangers?

Yes. and I don't open up too easily because I need to sense where they come from in terms of mind.

9. Do you prefer to lead or follow in a group of people?

I balance, I cannot be leading all the time and following all the time.

Mind fart #19

I love the music of the morning as rain drops beat out their rhythms on my bedroom window panes.

Friday Free Day #127

And...here we go!

1. ALL I WANT AT THIS POINT IN TIME IS TO MAKE MY EVERAFTER AND MY home.

2. My favorite thing for dinner lately has been CHICKEN STEAK AND A LARGE GLASS OF BLUEBERRY LEMONADE.

3. WHEN I MEET THE GUY I THINK I LIKE ALL THEY KNOW AND DO IS bark! bark! bark!

4. A nice long walk IS THE LAST THOUGHT I HAVE BEFORE I FINALLY GO THERE IN MY DREAMS.

5. GOD ALMIGHTY IT HAS BEEN FOREVER LONG CAN I PLEASE HAVE some good news.

6. When all is said and done, THERE STILL IS A LOT TO DO AND A LOT MORE TO SAY.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to BEING LAZY AND LOOKING AROUND FOR A TIME PASS, tomorrow my plans include GETTING MY BEAUTY TREATMENT AND A MOVIE WITH COUSINS LATER and Sunday, I want to PLAN A NO MONDAY MOURNING!

Mind fart #18

Middle age is when the mind is narrowly proportionate to the broadness of the waist!

3WW: CXL

The most exquisite of all Folly
Particularly Hostile and Melancholy
Comes to man from a woman fairly Ordinary


The prompt is brought to you by 3WW

Happy Wednesday to all :D

Mind fart #17

Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.

Mind Fart #16

Mental backup in progress - Do Not Disturb!

Mind Fart # 15

I'm not cheap, but I am on special this week!