The Eight Tens Meme

TEN TO START.

1. Are you single? YES

2. Are you happy? NO

3. Are you bored? YES

4. Are you naked? NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS

5. Are you a blonde? NO

6. Are you moody? YES YES

7. Are you a lover/hater? Lover YES

8. Are you hot/cold? HOT and COLD Both

9. Are you Irish? NO

10. Are you Asian? YES

TEN FACTS.

1. Name: Americanising Desi

2. Nicknames: AD

3. Birth mark: NONE

4. Hair color: DARK BROWN

5. Natural hair color: DARK BROWN

6. Eye color: DARK BROWN

7. Height: 5'4''

8. Facebook Mood: SO -S)

9. Favorite color: BLUE

10. One Place to Visit: L.A. USA

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight? YES

2. Do you believe in soul mates? YES

4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? YES

5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? YES

6. Have you ever been cheated on? NO

7. Have you ever liked someone and not told them? YES

8. Are you afraid of commitment? NO

9. Who was the last person you hugged? NO RECALL

10. Who was the last person you kissed? NONE OF MY MEMORY'S BUSINESS

TEN THIS OR THAT.

1. Love or lust? LOVE

3. Cats or dogs? CATS

4. A few best friends or many regular friends? FEW BFs

5. Television or internet? 60 - 40 ratio

6. Chinese Or Indian? Chinese

7. Wild night out or romantic night in? ROMANTIC Night In

8. Money or Happiness? 50-50

9. Night or day? Night

10. MSN or phone? NONEEEE

TEN HAVE YOU EVER.

1. Been caught sneaking out? NO

2. Been skinny dipping? NO

3. Stolen? YES

4. Bungee jumped? NO

5. Lied to someone you liked? YES

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker? NO

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back? NO

9. Cried because you lost a pet? NO

10. Wanted to disappear? YES

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER.

1. Smile or eyes? EYES

2. Light or dark hair? DARK HAIR

3. Hugs or kisses? BOTH BOTH

4. Shorter or taller? TALLER

5. Intelligence or attraction? BOTH BOTH

6. Romantic or spontaneous? BOTH

7. Funny or serious? BOTH

8. Older or Younger? OLDER

9. Outgoing or quiet? CAN I PLEASE NOT HAVE AN EXTREMIST!

10. Sweet or Bad Ass? SWEET and SOUR not BAD

TEN HAVE YOU’S.

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd? YES

2. Ever done drugs? NO

3. Ever been pregnant? NO

5. Ever been on a cheer leading team? NO

6. Ever Been on a dance team? YES

7. Ever been on a sports team? YES

8. Ever been in a drama play/production? YES

9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? NO

10. Ever been in a rap video? NO

TEN LASTS.

1. Last phone call you made: MOM and GRANDMA

2. Last person you hung out with: My BEAUTICIAN

4. Last time you worked: FRIDAY

5. Last person you tackled: NONE

6. Last person you IM’d: NO RECALL

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with: NONE

9. Last thing you missed: MY FAVOURITE DRAMA

10. Last thing you ate: Mashed Potatoes

The Tell Me About Yourself Meme

1. When is your birthday?
October 6

2. Where were you born?
Karachi, Pakistan

3. Where do you live now?
Karachi, Pakistan

4. What is your heritage?
Trailing from Moghul courts as Judge

5. Tell us about a weakness.
I am addicted to MUSH

6. What's a goal that you'd like to achieve?
Housewife and family

7. What is the most overused internet phrase?
Whazzzup?

8. What was your first thought this morning?
Gosh I slept too much!

9. When do you usually go to bed?
Around midnight

10. Do you smoke? If not, did you ever?
No No No

11. Do you like your current relationship status?
No

12. Do you (or did you) get along with your parents?
It is 50-50

13. How often do you drink alcohol?
Never

14. Have you ever tried drugs (that weren't prescribed)?
I do self med for my headaches sometimes

15. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? If yes, do tell.
NOOOO but I SO WANNA

16. If given the choice, how would you like to die?
Die in my sleep

17. What did you want to be when you grew up?
A doctor

18. Have you ever been dumped?
mmm NO

19. What's on your pizza?
Mushroom and Olives

20. Have you ever shoplifted?
hahaha NO!

Well Open Up Your Mind & See ME

Well Open Up Your Mind & See Like Me;

Ready for the most random questions known to quiz history?
Sureee.

Last person you showered naked with?
Ahaaaa and why am I telling you that?

Your best friend has sex with your ex, what happens?
So what?

What happened last time you got drunk?
I’ve never been drunk.

Have you taken off someone’s pants recently?
naaaa

Do you bite your toe nails?
are you mad?

If someone said to you “nice ass” you say?
Oh thanks ass!

Your friend kisses the boy/girl you like, what do you do?
ok so she got him first.

Last thing you said out loud?
Can’t remember…

Last time you laughed your head off?
don't remember

What do you want right this second?
have green tea

How are you sitting?
in my cubicle at work

Can I have your number?
911

Your mood?
Better. At peace!

If you could change one thing this year about your life would you?
Give up this single life.

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Very very suprised.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Someone who cannot be named!

Did you sleep alone last night?
yes

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
No one.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
it is a working day. can't.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
yes it matters. he shouldn't.

Do you find piercings attractive?
not on men.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
watching T.V.

Waiting for something?
Yup Yup Yup!

Was yesterday terrible?
Nope. It was perfectly ok.

Did you accept or reject your last friend request?
I rejected it.

Whats your favorite number?
1.

Who is your last received call from?
My tailor.

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
hmm. he did then.

How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
Zero.

Do you have a hard time admitting you’re wrong?
Sometimes.

Have you ever kissed underneath the stars?
Not yet.

Do you like potato chips?
Yes. Having them now.

Do you give out second chances way to easily?
Definitely, sometimes it is a good thing, sometimes bad.

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
Yes.

What were you doing at 10:00 this morning?
At work working.

Hot tea or Iced tea?
Both.

What was the weather like today?
Pretty cool.

Where did your last hug take place?
In a room.

What are you excited for?
Everything.

Last person you spoke to?
My dad.

Are you ticklish?
Yes.

Are your ears pierced?
Yeah.

Bar soap or body wash?
Body wash.

Do you chew on your straws?
Sometimes.

Do you have curly hair?
Wavy.

What 1 item do you always pick up at the grocery store?
Cereal.

What is something you say a lot?
Absolutely!

Do you think you are pretty?
Definitely.

What are you doing tonight?
Watching a movie.

What was your last missed call?
Unknown number.

Do you have a nickname?
AD

What are you listening to?
receptionist on the phone.

Is there anyone you like right now?
everyone at work.

Did you cry today?
Nope.

How big is your bed?
Queen size

Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
No.

Do you have a globe in your house?
Nope.

Number of pillows you sleep with?
2

What type of watch do you wear?
DKNY

Can you play pool?
Not really…

Craziest place you have slept?
Nowhere

Would you ever lie to get an ex back?
NEVER!

Have you ever been cheated on?
Nope

Do you still love your ex?
NO

Ever kissed your friend’s boyfriend or girlfriend?
No

If given a chance, would you like to have your ex back?
No

What were you doing last night around 3 am?
Sleeping.

If you HAD to kiss someone right now, who would it be?
Hugh Jackman

Have you ever slapped someone?
Haha maybe. Only playfully.

What was the last thing you drank?
7 up

Do you think there are circumstances when it’s okay to wait for someone?
Course, i’ve spent the last 4 years doing so!

Are you wearing anything on your feet?
Sandals

What’s your last scar from?
popped pimple

Can you count on anyone to be there for you, always?
My parents.

Do you ever miss your past?
Never!

Is it possible to be single and happy?
No.

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.

Will you sleep alone tonight?
Yeah.

Do you think being “heart broken” is as bad as people say?
Worse.

Do you prefer ily, or i love you?
I love you.

Who’s car were you in last?
My dads.

Would you rather date someone older than you or younger?
Older.

Are you aiming anyone while doing this?
Open to all.

Will you have a boyfriend/ girlfriend in 6 months?
Who knows But I want a HUSBAND.

Have you ever been so embarrassed that you cried?
Yeah afterwards!

Do you live near your friends?
Yeah, pretty much.

The Party Mummy Meme

1. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
No clue

2. Where was your first kiss?
On the beach

3. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? If yes, why?
Nope

4. Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people? When?
Yes when I was in choir.

5. What's the first thing you notice about your preferred sex?
The overall toe to head scan.

6. What really turns you off?
Stupid Questions and Idiotic Assumptions.

7. What is your biggest mistake?
To give people a.k.a friends the liberty to question me for my doing and statements.

8. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
I cut my foot once just to get my ex husband's attention.

9. Say something totally random about yourself.
I can go to extremes to make my dreams come true.

10. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Yes but there a whole mix of it so I don't know which one I look really like except MYSELF!

11. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows?
Yes. Love them any day.

12. Are you comfortable with your height?
An inch would have done wonders, but still I am glad with my height.

13. What is the most romantic thing someone of the preferred sex has done for you?
Surprised me with red roses.

14. When do you know it's love?
I knew it when it was, now it isn't.

15. What's something that really annoys you?
Questions and Answers at the moment.

Spotting the Signs of Depression

Reading an article and nodding at everything said in it seems to conclude, I am fatally depressed. Obviously like any human I am trying to look beyond the horizon and seek that which fate offers, knowing that I deserve better and the good will eventually dawn etc. but that inner crunch is not dying and it just gets worse and I get angrier.

Yes my dad will tell me I have left my faith in God, but that isn't the case. I am much more dependent on him than I ever was. I love Him and I know that He knows my pain and every ache I go through. I pray to Him and I am trying to follow the path He has asked all of us to walk upon. Truly I am a little sick in my little head. I will recover, only when I see a visible outlet for recovery. Sorry to make you angry at me, I can't help this feeling and hence i will have to scribble.

Symptoms of Depression: 10 Warning Signs
People with serious depression do not all have the same symptoms, but they may include:

• Sadness. When feeling sad is a symptom of depression, it may include feeling hopeless and empty. You may find that no matter how hard you try, you just can't control your negative thoughts. You may find yourself crying for no obvious reason.
CHECK!
I don't seem to lose the sight of sadness. It just is there when I raise my head.

• Guilt. People with severe depression may feel that they are worthless and helpless. They may even experience their depression as a sign of weakness, and can be overly self-critical.
CHECK!
I am worthless or as some people keep telling me. I don't listen to anyone, but when people who matter say it, it kinda shakes my life.

• Irritability. This depression symptom may cause you to feel angry, anxious, or restless. Men who are seriously depressed often express their depression through aggression or reckless behavior.
CHECK!
Yes! I have been easy to tick off.

• Mental symptoms. If you have trouble concentrating, making decisions, or remembering details, these could be symptoms of depression. People with depression may feel that their thought processes have slowed down.
CHECK!
It has. I am back at work and all I can think of is NO WORK PLEASE. Want to go home.

• Physical symptoms. People with depression often have aches and pains, headaches, or digestive problems that do not seem to have any other medical cause and do not respond to treatment.
CHECK!
I have been having headaches often and I don't depend on meds.

• Loss of energy. If you have depression, you may feel tired all the time. People with depression may feel that their physical abilities are slowed down.
CHECK!
I feel drained by the start of mid day.

• Loss of interest. A common depression symptom is loss of interest in pleasurable activities like sex, hobbies, or social interactions. This may also show up as neglecting your responsibilities and your physical grooming.
CHECK!
In everything. I am just dragging!

• Sleep changes. Waking up too early in the morning, not being able to fall asleep, or sleeping too much can all be symptoms of depression.
CHECK!
I sleep late and I wake up early. Kinda sad for me.

• Appetite changes. Changes in eating habits due to depression can result in eating too much or too little. A weight gain or loss of more than 5 percent of your body weight in one month is one of the warning signs of depression. Some people experience a loss of interest in food, while for others food becomes a way of compensating for feelings of depression.
CHECK!
I have been regular with gym and yet I feel I have miles to go to shed any excess!

• Suicidal thoughts. Having thoughts of harming yourself is a serious symptom of depression and always needs to be taken seriously. If you’re thinking about suicide, you need to get help immediately.
CHECK!
Always! but then the God-fearing me kicks the life back into me.

ALL TEN CHECKS!

The Random Dozen Meme

1. When you go to Wowmart, what one thing do you get every single time, besides a funky-wheeled squeaking cart full of frustration?

Haven't been there. Don't wanna be there now.

2. What is something that people are currently “into” that you just don’t get or appreciate?

Whenever people are into something, I am a hundred miles away from it. I don't even bother looking because people in general bother me.

3. What is something that really hoists your sail that other people might feel “ho-hum” about?


4. Favorite song to sing in the shower or car?
Walk Away - Christina Aguilera

5. A really great salad must have this ingredient:
Olives

6. What advice in a nutshell would you give to new bloggers?

1. Link to other like-minded (or unlike-minded) bloggers.
2. Find a niche/genre and try sticking with it most of the time.
3. Post regularly.

7. What was the alternate name that your parents almost named you? Do you wish they had chosen it instead of the one they gave you?

Never had the chance to discuss it. I love my present name. It looks good on me.

8. What in your life are you waiting for?


9. You get a package in the mail. What is it, and who is it from?

That evil woman who stalks me all the time. Something horrible that I know.

10. Today–what song represents you?

It's ok to be alone once in a while
sometimes I can make myself smile
and tell everyone I'm doing fine
maybe it's just denial
* Set Me On Fire [Erin Milligan Band]

11. What is one thing that blogging has taught you about yourself?

There is a lot I reveal about me here and in the process of people and friends commenting, I find out perspectives which makes it even better. I like to be on the right track. I have learned that I can be brutal when I am honest.

12. How are you going to (or how did you) choose the clothes you’re wearing today?
What do they say about you in general or specifically how you’re feeling today?

I am still in my my pajamas. So technically I am still in 'the in bed mood' and feeling sleepy.

Rain Rain Come Again

1. What do you typically like to do on a rainy day?

On a Rainy Day, I typically want to grab hold of a friend and hit the sea or the road and listen to really mushy songs, flap my wings and fly away.

It really excites me. I love rain and the rain dance I do when no one is looking, yes yes I have been dying to do that since forever.

2. Tell us about the last time you did something you later regretted, that you can share with us.

Do I look stupid ;)

Well I was on the verge of a confession and then I held it back. It goes against my beliefs. If I like someone, I don't feel ashamed of telling them, but some man will find it totally awkward because I am a girl. So me not telling him how I feel really is something I regret.

3. I recently got an email from a lover from a very long time ago. I was asked "Have all your dreams come true?" If it were you and it was from someone you remember fondly, how would you answer the question?

Since you have left, they just started coming true. One moment at a time.

4. If you had a job interview and was asked, "If you were an animal, what kind would you be (other than human?)" How would you answer that question.

If I were to be more ferocious and more wild and more crazy I'd be a lioness. I'd love to have the cat's vulnerability and cuddibility and the lioness's roar and wild streak, what passion that animal has ROARRRR!!!

5. Do you think it is a good idea to share with a new lover stories of your past lovers?

Depends. I'd rather not talk about it, because I want new things happening. But if they just pop up, I guess we could just talk about some things and not EVERYTHING!

6. When do you think it is permissible or even important to lie?

To make someone yours completely and forever. I think I will lie if I see that my truth will make some one I love so much abandon me. But after that lie, I will make sure there are no more lies. Yes.

7. What was the last thing you did that you never thought you would?

Escape to a place where I thought I'd have to get all yes from everyone and then go but I decided for my own self and it really felt good to stand up for my self once.

8. What is one important lesson that you learned from your mother?

That patience is always rewarding. No matter what I feel like saying when the tide is high, when I dont it pays off much more better.

9. What is one important lesson that you learned from your father?

That what I do when no one is looking is what my character is about. Yes I may be flirty and dirty with someone, because of a reason of liking and they can totally judge me as a 'whore' but on a real note, dad always says, a girl should always be clean and I try to keep me clean, always.

Factually Friday!

Do you love yourself more than the person your with?
I love myself unconditionally, I am looking to share that love with someone, but not anyone.

Is there someone who when they call you drop what your doing to see them?
I had that sorta someone, not anymore. Life teaches you that no one but you deserve most of the attention.

What's your favorite song right now?
Don’t Say You Love Me [the Corrs]

Is it your favorite song because it reminds you of someone?
Yes, No, Maybe!

Tell us your favorite lyric of that song.
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

Do you believe in marriage?
More than any other relationship

What's your favorite kind of music?
Pop, rock, classic

Do you ever hear a song and think it was written to explain your situation?
A whole bunch of times and then I sing along

Do you have kids, what are their names, or what will their names be?
I don’t have any now. But when I do, I want two boys and one princess. My princess will be the middle one. My eldest son will be Sami and the youngest Arash. My daughter, I am thinking of her name.

Where is your favorite place to vacation?
Yet to decide that.

Have you ever dated someone who was married?
Lol. Why would I do that?

Do you feel like you’re the one who gives the most in your relationship?
I am not in one.

Do you go to school, if so where, and what are you studying?
Done and over with.

What do you think serenity means?
When my brain and my heart match on a decision that is serenity.

Do you often think you would be better off alone?
NEVER!

Is there someone in your life you know you couldn't live without?
I am waiting for him.

What do you do when you’re bored?
Write a blog.

Is there someone that you think about more that 10 times a day?
My husband to be.

What's your favorite kind of shampoo?
Fruity scents.

Favorite bodywash?
Something that is fresh and bold.

What kind of perfume do you wear?
Hugo Boss Femme [now you decide]

Do you like your hair? What color and style is it?
I do sometimes, but I wish I had straight hair. I have to keep them tied most of the time.

If you could tell someone something right now what would it be?
I LOVE YOU!

Who would you tell that to?
Can you not ask me to leak everything?

Do you think you will be successful if what you want to do with your life?
I will get there one day.

What’s something that keeps you going when you feel like you’re falling apart?
My hope and faith!

Do you have a close relationship with your parents?
Somewhat if not entirely.

About how long does it take you to get ready in the mornings?
Half an hour

How long have you lived where you live now?
All my life almost.

If you were granted one wish what would you ask for?
Can I have my husband please.

If you want something bad enough do you believe it will happen?
It will happen if it is good enough to be bad.

How often do you get what you want?
Never counted.

Do you like name brand things?
Depends on the class.

What do you put on when you want to feel beautiful?
A color that suits me.

What are your favorite kind of shoes?
stilettos

Do you get compliments alot?
Yes I do.

Do you believe in yourself, do other people believe in you?
Yes they believe in me more than I do in myself.

What did you want to be when you were a child?
A doctor.

What do you want to be now?
I already am a fashion designer and an advertising junkie.

Is there something that means more to you than anything in the world?
My life that will be in some years.