Heart Burn #4

The Patron of Darkness

Look closely at those who patronize you. Half are in darkness, half unfeeling. Their only objective is for you to weaken. So do not get carried away in the shadow of their praise. While you celebrate they will plan to conquer you.

seeing beyond!

Heart Burn #3

i don't know what i want to do with my life.

i don't know what i want right now.

all i know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me and one day, there won't be any of me left.

everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheeks, i ran away and hid from it.

but now, everything is unwinding and finding it's way back toward me and i don't know what to do.

i just know that the pain i felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

The "Leave It to Meme" Meme

1. Who was your FIRST date?
A. The guy whom I first dated duh!

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
A. No. I don't carry the burden of that which was.

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
A. I think it was L O V E.

4. What was your FIRST job?
A. Librarian.

5. What was your FIRST car?
A. I don't drive.

6. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
A. To India.

7. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk?
A. Oh she is gone. She hit me around too much, it was kindergarten.

8. Whose wedding did you attend the FIRST time?
A. My uncles [father's bro] in 1984.

9. Tell us about your FIRST roommate.
A. Never had one.

10. If you had one wish, what would it be (other than more wishes)?
A. To have all that I wish and pray and hope for come true.

11. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
A. Drive. and Cook amazing food.

12. Did you marry the FIRST person you were in love with?
A. No. It was an arranged marriage.

13. What were the first lessons you ever took and why?
A. took art lessons to get into an art school.

14. What is the first thing you do when you get home?
A. Wash my face.

Perfect 3WW

Heart Burn #2

"Sometimes a man will go all out of his way, just to get a woman to fall head over heels for him and then he'll make her confess it and disappear, leaving her in the darkness which she endlessly tells him she is scared to go back to."

The Blog Outside The Box Meme

1. You are in court. You are in deep doo-doo. What did you do?
A. I was caught loving my husband way too genuinely than all the other wives of the world so I get practically screwed for breaking the common practice of wives :)

2. Your blog just became a best-selling book . What is the title of your book ?
A. Luvy Duvy Libra

3. It is midnight. The phone rings. It is Michael Jackson calling from the Great Beyond.
What would you like to ask him?
A. How is it going on the other side? Is it DANGEROUS?

4. You are having your future told. The fortune teller looks in the crystal ball, screams and leaves the room in fright. What did they see?
A. That I get married twice :P

5. You're blogging along minding your own business (that's blog + oh...you know) when Google unexpectedly puts a Objectionable Content Warning on your blog. Your own mother is afraid to enter! What, pray tell, did you do to warrant it? How did this happen? Do you think you deserve it? Just how objectionable are you? Do tell.
A. I look at her and she ll understand. No words can explain my innocence more.

6. You suddenly become God Of The Universe. What would your first Commandment be?
A. Screw People with a Nut Loss with a Screw Driver

7. And finally, what secret would you like to tell the Queen?
A. hail! hail! Let's party

meme for The Queen's Meme

Saturday 9: Wedding Bell Blues

1. If you have been or are married, tell us about your wedding. If you are not, tell us how would you want it to be.

When I was married I don't wanna talk about it.
When I will be married again it will all be narrated once it happens :)

2. What age would you encourage your children to get married?

around 25

3. Who got married at the last wedding that you attended?

My very good friend from school.

4. Do you enjoy weddings and receptions?
If it is of a friend

5. Have you cried at a wedding?

Very much. My own :)

6. Would you prefer a lavish event or a intimate ceremony?

Intimate ceremony. with the stars and the sky showering blessings

7. Have you ever been in some one’s wedding party? If yes, do tell.

I don't really recall any.

8. Does a wedding make you happy and sentimental or grouchy and skeptical?

It makes me happy and mushy and I cant wait to have my own.

9. Why do you think our divorce rate is so high?

Because the I factor does not end long after the WE factor should have come in and settled.

Mind Fart #26

"A man sees just what he is looking for," said an old friend, "and he sees only that degree of beauty." A man is like a camera. One man may see something with all the vivid depth and color, while another may view the same object as only shadowy blacks-and-whites. Both men have the same kind of eyes; but it is what is behind those eyes, even as one camera lens has colored film behind it, that really counts.

Heart Burn #1

Maybe the reason why I haven't found who I've been searching for is because I know that I've already found him. It's just up to him to say whether I am who he has been waiting for.

I want you. I need you.

THURSDAY-13


Dear somebody... wherever you are.

Where are you?
Are you real?

I spend every day thinking about you, and you don't even know I exist probably.

There are so many things I want...
But I will list 13 for now.

1. I want to call you at three in the morning and ask you if you are sleeping and you'd say you are thinking about me and wishing that we were together even if I'd just seen you that day.

2. I want to catch a bus with you and just take it, wherever it goes, without worrying about the time or commitments.

3. I want to drive for hours into the night with you.

4. I want to dance with you in the rain, listen to mix cd's on low volume, letting your love soar me in the skies.

5. I want to wake up next to you, and feel the heat of your soft breath on my neck and your arms around me, legs entwined, feeling safe and secure beside you.

6. I want to lie down with you in a wide, grassy field under a tree, the sunlight shining through the leaves as the light breeze causes shifting shadows and colors, while we kiss ever so softly for hours.

7. I want to stay up all night with you.

8. I want to share all of my secrets with you, and find that they're yours as well, and delight in sharing how we got over our problems in our own ways.

9. I want you to take me in your arms and kiss me always and whisper that it's alright when I am afraid and lonely, feeling the warm wet tears from my cheeks as we huddle close.

10. I want to duck down under the covers with you and lose ourselves in a dark world, imaginations keeping us amused as tension rises until we can't tear ourselves away from each other.

11. I want to have a heated debate over something, have it almost turn into an argument... have us pause for a second, two, three, and gaze into each others eyes, see the passion, and just leap at each other in that instant.

12. I want to go outside in that twilight just before sunrise, where everything is still and no one is around, and just sit.

13. I want to close my eyes and let myself go, trusting you, having you gently touch me, love me.

I want you baby. I need you honey.

Where are you?
Will you enter my life any time soon?
Do you know I am waiting for you?