Jul 25, 2009

Heart Burn #3

i don't know what i want to do with my life.

i don't know what i want right now.

all i know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me and one day, there won't be any of me left.

everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheeks, i ran away and hid from it.

but now, everything is unwinding and finding it's way back toward me and i don't know what to do.

i just know that the pain i felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

10 Read and Said:

sanely insane said...

hugs...i wish i had a hockey stick wid me..to do u kno wat

Americanising Desi said...

awwww :) dont worry ... with time i will be 10 times strong 'i think' :)

mysterious gal said...

i feel the same at this point of time!:(

Maybe u need a break...sometimes it helps to renew life!
wish i cd take one!
Take care gal

Americanising Desi said...

we sorta need some back to the pavilion sorta group to at least be virtually together at and party :)

where we can all take a vacation and yet not be away from one another :D

Anonymous said...

Things will change for good. Patience is what is always needed...

Anonymous said...

Patience is that amazing thing; when you feel you want to give up, something tells you - "Ok, maybe a couple of moments more, and then I give up...".. and what that starts is this Domino effect of holding on... Those dominoes keep following the path of a rainbow.... at the end of which is the pot of gold... the dream... the one you always wanted!

Americanising Desi said...

yes patience, once upon a time i had over stock of :)

yes sir :)

Tauqeer said...


That random chick person said...

No one really knows what to do with their lives...the people who say they do are either lying or are delusional!
But the pain you feel, survival is the key and the key to surviving is knowing that you can survive...because if you realize that, you're done with half the battle already =)

Americanising Desi said...

thank you so much.
words of wisdom always keep me sailing!

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